i rise

 
 
 

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

On repeat
On the regular.

The red thread

Of this ride.

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

Bleeding while
Receiving.
dancing with everything,
from the inside of the inside.

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

No matter the offering
There is a blessing,
A beautiful teaching,
Some old soul reaching
For new life.

Pain

Holy

Heatbeat.

I am rising
Through the suffering,
Giving it my everything,
Cracking the patterning,
That feels like concrete.

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

Baseline blaring
Everything's beating.
Shaking out pain, 
bruising it in. 
Fingerprints of memory,
Leaves off an autumn tree.
Worlds collide...

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

Always moving forward
Even after deep retreats.

Pleasurable aches of

The breaking
The blending
The touching
The saying
The trusting
The opening
The movement
The chance.

all Rhythms inside
Rasa on high.

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

The song in my chest.
The bird with big wings.
The lifetimes I've lived.
The wild I bring.
All the while, Singing the song I sing.

Pain

Holy

Heartbeat.

The deep well
Everlasting.

Moving everything
deeper deeper deeper

deeper still

while

rhythm is rising higher.
crying,
laughing,
drumbeat,
creativity in heat.

Seeds blow in
Seeds grow down.
Inspiration takes root,
New things all around.

music makes shapes
in this space of body,
jagged edges
sumptuous curves.

buds are emerging.

Pain holy heartbeat,
Pain holy heartbeat,
Pain holy heartbeat.

Shimmering tears.
Wardrobes of fears.
The sweat of commitment,
The glow of the gains.
Deep breaths.
Soul sighs.

Dropping in deeper
We are here for the ride.

Pain holy heartbeat.
Pain holy heartbeat.

I bleed
I rise,
I bleed
I rise.
I bleed.
I rise.